bryan gibson
Absent Friend
well, here goes..
I wish to apologize to the foilks here on the boards, publicly. I have , in retrospect, been very short ( and in some cases harsh or downright abusive) to some folks here.
Basically, PTSD is no joy, and while I have people skills at times they just go plumb away - some bad news a couple of weeks ago basically nailed me where I live, and I am sorry to say this affected much of my temper, better judgement and patience.
I didn't see it at the time, and it took my mentor and group mates to get this across to me, and it mortifies me I treated some folks the way I did - it wasn't my intent, nonetheless, it happened.
Thats no excuse, and I accept my responsibility, suffice to say it cased me to lash out a some folks here who didn't deserve it.
Foremost of these was The Baron saarthuran. To him especially, i apologize, for I threw some bile his way he didn't deserve. Baron, assuming it counts for anything, I'm sorry. may not, and I do understand, but for what its worth, I tender my apologies.
Same to some of the folks on fleet - I've had my issues with past events on the boards here, but i could have addressed them with greater care ( and generally do, or try to, anyway
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I regret any hurt feelings or grief I gave anyone, feel free to toss me a PM if anyone has a question.
I wish to apologize to the foilks here on the boards, publicly. I have , in retrospect, been very short ( and in some cases harsh or downright abusive) to some folks here.
Basically, PTSD is no joy, and while I have people skills at times they just go plumb away - some bad news a couple of weeks ago basically nailed me where I live, and I am sorry to say this affected much of my temper, better judgement and patience.
I didn't see it at the time, and it took my mentor and group mates to get this across to me, and it mortifies me I treated some folks the way I did - it wasn't my intent, nonetheless, it happened.
Thats no excuse, and I accept my responsibility, suffice to say it cased me to lash out a some folks here who didn't deserve it.
Foremost of these was The Baron saarthuran. To him especially, i apologize, for I threw some bile his way he didn't deserve. Baron, assuming it counts for anything, I'm sorry. may not, and I do understand, but for what its worth, I tender my apologies.
Same to some of the folks on fleet - I've had my issues with past events on the boards here, but i could have addressed them with greater care ( and generally do, or try to, anyway

I regret any hurt feelings or grief I gave anyone, feel free to toss me a PM if anyone has a question.